This is my life in a nutshell..welcome to my own personal hell.
So I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve finally let Andy read this or not but things seem to be a little bit better. I’m not going to say that it’s perfect or that everything has changed but we’ve managed to come to a relaxing point. I guess wishes do come true, I finally got to spend the entire day and night with him for the 4th. It was great. Although I’m not sure if it was the heat or this cold coming on but I had a thumping migraine by mid afternoon so by nightfall I could barely keep my eyes open. It had been raining for almost 3 days off and on also and I always get splitting headaches when the barometric pressure drops from it raining. So instead of watching fireworks we cuddled up in bed and watched movies until we both fell asleep. (: The only part I hated was waking up without him there. He had to get up early and go to work. But it’s alright, I’m more than happy just being next to him all night.
He got hurt at work yesterday, a nail went through his boot and straight into his foot and out the other side. So he’s a little bit of a gimp right now. lol. I miss him, I really do. But it isn’t as bad as it was two days ago. I’ve noticed that if I get to see him the new few days aren’t so bad. He’s like my own personal drug, I get a small dose and I’m happy until it wears off and I’m strung out again. \= That’s the best way for me to describe the feeling. I’m just really glad that we aren’t fighting as much. Granted, he doesn’t seem to understand how shitty my cell phone is and snaps on me when I don’t even get the phone call. It’s easier if you just text or leave a voice mail and I’ll just call back.
So I have a summer cold, which sucks. It’s like almost 100 degrees outside and I’m trying my best to stay out of the heat but our air conditioner is barely pushing out cold air because of this heat. I’ll most likely be on here all day, I’m thinking about changing my layout and working on my ‘About Me’ & Andy’s page. I don’t know, we’ll see. It might happen, it might not.
Later that evening @ 9:10 PM
I wrote that post earlier today and never posted it because I laid back down and watched a movie. I still feel like junk but oh well. It’ll pass eventually. I can’t talk to Bub right now because he’s at his meeting so this is my time to do whatever I want! Lol, it’s hard for me to write while I’m on the phone with him. I tend to not talk because I’m too focused on what I’m doing. He always gets mad and thinks I’m ignoring him, which I’m not it’s just me concentrating. I’m usually able to multitask but it’s kind of hard trying to talk and write at the same time. Your words get jumbled and you end up writing what you wanted to say and saying what you wanted to write.
Well I’m going to go do….something. I’m not quite sure what but I’ll find something to do. Hopefully…maybe…I don’t know. LOL!